Gyaru meme - Day 2

Day 02 – A picture of yourself with fifteen facts

 

Recently I haven't got too many pictures of me and becoming

sick today doesn't make it better - red nose, red eyes, haha...

1. I do like plush animals and pokemon - so I collect them if there is a real cute one ♥

2. I love circle lenses but will never be able to wear them - that goes for every kind of lenses! 8D

3. My room is dominated by the old NEWS members aka five posters and a single one with Ryo-kun (but there will be a change with T.O.P when I get my posters)

4. I'm still totally addicted to Ryo-kun

5. I'm also really addicted to guitars - and I'm happy about my Sunny and my eBass Elisabeth

6. Going to the hairdresser always makes me very happy and feeling better

7. In my childhood I wanted to become a comic artist - I still aim for it.

8. I'm frickin' scared of driving so I won't make my driver's license in the near future

9. I was a volleyball player in a sports club during middle and high school.

10. Right now I'm too lazy to exercise after work, running through the ward.

11. When I was young I hated skirts, dresses, hot pants and everything else that was short or airy and too girly - I didn't like my legs (thanks to doing sports there were too much muscles) and I didn't like when men observe you

12. I love being on stage & to let take photos of me (if I'm prepared)

13. So that's one reason why I'm still a cosplayer

14. Doing my makeup in the morning gets me awake for early shift

15. I can't leave home for work or meeting with friends, etc. without makeup but on free days I'm too lazy if it's only for the post office or the super market.

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Gyaru meme

Day 01 – When did you start dressing gyaru?

Day 02 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts  

Day 03 – What’s your best and worst experience with non-gyarus?

Day 04 - A picture of a memorable night

Day 05 – What do you love and dislike about gyaru?

Day 06 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 07 – Your favourite accessories that you own. (a.p)

Day 08 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 09 – Your wish list. (a.p)

Day 10 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 11 – If you could have any dress for free what would it be? (a.p)

Day 12 - A picture of someone who has made a huge impact on your life.

Day 13 – Name the best websites for gyarus.

Day 14 - A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 15 – What’s your gyaru inspiration? (a.p)

Day 16 - A picture of your typical night.

Day 17 – Show a photo for every year (or month if you’re new) that you’ve being into gyaru.

Day 18 - A picture of your favorite memory.

Day 19 – Share your best tips.

Day 20 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 21 – How did you come across gyaru?

Day 22 – Take a picture of your wardrobe.

Day 23 – Is there local gyarus in your area? If so where and how many.

Day 24 – Are you a lifestyle gyaru? (If not will would you?)

Day 25 – Worst hair/wig experience.

Day 26 – What do you wear when you are not in gyaru?

Day 27 – Did you ever consider leaving gyaru?

Day 28 – What do you think will and would like to happen to gyaru in the future?

Day 29 – The gyaru items you have brought over the past 29 days. (a.p)

Day 30 – Take a beautiful picture of you in gyaru

Sword Art Online E.E. // Mini Haul January

Hey gals! ♥

Today I went to cinema with Lisa, watching the special feature of Sword Art Online: Extra Edition.

I really like watching anime on such a large screen - it gives you the feeling that it's natural to watch anime all the time in cinema like in Japan (haha).

I've never watched SOA before, but I was so fascinated by Kirito and Asuna and there were these two great cosplayer at the Leipzig Bookfair last year...

I really wanted to watch it someday!

Getting the tickets wasn't the hardest but thanks to the very good promotion on Animexx a lot of people came.
They even opened a second cinema hall!

When we arrived at 9.20 AM a full bunch of people already waited outside.

You know... in summer I watched the "Ao no Exorcist" movie during the Fantasy Filmfestival but it rather was empty - because of the ads the SOA event couldn't be compared to that movie.
As they opened the door, the people just ran into it!
Yeah, of course the seats were free to choose but seriously... it's just a movie! (T_T)
I will never understand why people are like that...

Moreover I was embarrassed that I also belong to the anime & manga scene.
Really...

I noticed that I'm actually became too old for conventions and everything like that.
I like these events because of the contents but I can't stand the people anymore.

That's why I was so lucky to participate as a hobby artist at the MMC so I didn't take much notice...
Still I love cosplay and photographing! ♥

Apropos Cosplay: Several Asuna and a few Kirito cosplayer were also there...
It was so freezing cold and the girls appeared in mini skirts... >__<"
I just froze by looking at them!

Whatever... the movie was... well... it was pretty, pretty nice!

So nice, that I want to start with the anime tonight! ♥

As an introduction message the Japanese producer, director and author spoke about some SOA facts but they were also really... funny.

I loves the question "What happens if SOA becomes a live-action movie?" ... The author showed a face that told you immediately that he dislike the idea because "Hollywood" is the problem.
"Who would act in the roles of the main characters?"
"... maybe Daniel Radcliffe?"
We all had to laugh so hard.
"No, he appeared too often in movies/on stage. Nobody wants to see him"

Funny.

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After the movie Lisa and I just wanted to go to the subway to go eating lunch but we stopped by at H&M and hunkemöller.

I didn't buy anything at H&M but we both found something nice at the dessous shop.
I love Sale!!
(But sorry, no pictures - underwear is something I won't upload!)

I have to say that it's really nice if you fit in H&M underwear but I made the experience that the sizes were also changed badly.

Going to a dessous shop usually should give you the right thing for your size IN your original size. ♥

And one more: If you have a big size it's much easier to find something there than at H&M, New Yorker, etc.

It's just a bit more expensive.. ):

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So, happy with our girly shopping haul we went to Rosa-Luxemburg-Platz.
First, I wanted to show Lisa the Mamecha café but all seats were taken.
So we had to find another solution and because there were a lot of free seats, we went to Yamyam - my favourite Korean restaurant, so far.


Lisa hasn't known it yet, so it was the right choice.

She ate some Korean vegetarian pancake and I took the Dobu Bokum - a rice bowl with fried tofu, a delicious sauce and vegetables plus three sidedishes (random, not to choose).

It was so YAMmy! <3

Then we just take a look at NeoTokyo but didn't buy anything.
Our ways seperated and I took the subway and train back home.

Before returning home I stopped at Rossmann because I needed some pills for coughing (cold weather, I hate you) and tested some perfumes.
So I finally chose one after my first and last of Avril Lavigne.

I'm really not into perfumes but sometimes there is a fragrance I like.

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So to give a brief haul summary of yesterday and today

My new shoes for dancing and freetime.

I don't buy sneakers very often and that's why I still buy brand ones like adidas or puma.
I can wear them for years!

I first wanted to have another design but there wasn't my size at Deichmann anymore...

Now I really love those! ♥

At the adidas shop I've also seen this: chinese zodiac "horse" edition.

Really cool! Almost so cool like Jeremy Scott!

I also bought some simple fluffy home shoes.

Right now I like pink.

Thie background is an owl tube scarf my dear Lisa gave me, by the way.

Also this cute little Rilakkuma chicken. ♥
Thank you so much!!

The perfume "choice" by comma I bought today.

The design is pretty simple, 20ml for 12,99€.
It's definitely something for daily life.
That's what I looked for.

Contents: Ginger, peach, plump, peony, osmanthus, moschus, musk, sandelwood

Another good thing came up yesterday - I've got a translation work to do!

Since a collegue really needs help sorting out all the sources and translating them from English into German I was given the chance to do so.

Now I looked up the fee for translators and although I'm not a professional one I still can earn a good bunch of money! ♥

I'm already through 50% of the text and hope I can continue like this tomorrow afternoon, too!

☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*

Gyaru meme - Day 1

So, today I want to start a gyaru meme - I guess it's pretty well known everywhere on the internet but I just love doing a meme from time to time.

Sometimes you can discover yourself a bit more. ^^

Okay, enough jabbered - let's start with the first day! ♥


Note: I know that I wouldn't call myself "gyaru" in the usual way.
I'm more a natural type and still I love to express myself, to show some outfits, etc.
Also I'm pretty aware of the fact that I have a lot to learn and want to learn a lot.
I'm still a beginner. ♥
Still "gyaru" inspired my life - is it because of Super Gals! in 2004 or is it because of all the great fashion magazines since 2009 I've been reading...
So for me this meme is a bit more of a "myself" thing right now~

Day 01 – When did you start dressing gyaru?

I guess it started with the May issue 2009 of the magazine Seventeen.

Before when I haven't been a girl who liked makup and stuff so much.

Until graduation I really didn't wear daily makeup.

Want to have an evidence?

2007 I tried some sort of kayal out but didn't think it fit me.

In 2008 really tried out makeup after attending Emilie Autumn's concert!

This beautiful queen of singing had such a great styling... I really loved it! ♥
(But I was too shy & stupid to use eyeliner in a proper way - and I didn't dare a lot because of fearing the reactions of my courses - we weren't best friends...)

Yes, there isn't a photo of 2009 because it was the baddest year of weight and look.
I absolutely NEVER want to have +5kg over normal weght... NEVER! (T_T)

In 2010 I started to love Asian haircuts and doings - and then I had my

Hikki-time and cutted my hair like her. Again and again until it was the short "Prisoner of Love" cut<3
It was a long way until it growed back in its old way.

I started to use and love pink eyeshadow in 2011 and just get tired by it in 2013.

Since when I love brown natural eye makuep.

So since last year I tried a bit with blush, eye brow pencil, etc. and I want to try even harder to get nice results regarding eye makeup.

One goal therefore is to get the image of bigger eyes without circle lenses.
(I can't wear them).
Another point in makeup for this year is nose contouring and techniques to imitate a thinner face. ♥

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Ok, fashion was the next hard point.

I can remember how a former classmate told me last year when we met "I really like your style! You know... you know what to wear, what suits you and you look different from others!"

I thanked for that compliment, truly grateful.

And I have to say that it was a long way... as for fashion as for accepting compliments.

I absolutely was into Japan and popculture and I loved the seifuku (and read GALS!) but although there was a slight wish to be like them I had aber priorities in life (esp. sports). ^^;

When I bought my first Seventeen magazine I was so in love with all the great outfits and looks.
And you know: Seventeen has got very natural outfits.

So I tried to copy outfits but I have to admit that it was gross.

Here's some (bad) fashion history:

2007-2008 - I loved checked clothes and accessoires - I rarely wear skirts and moreover

didn't wear dresses because I was the sporty type, being busy playing volleyball and everything.

And I really love to have some gothic elements. Seriously...

... except the gothic elements it was a gross.

2009 - The only real outfit I tried.

It was a stylish white shirt, black knee-length pants

and dark violett boots. It was okay with the coat on

but not without it. ^^;

  

2011 - Try out a lot of different styles.

Be a nerd, be a chic, be a stud... whatever.
Some outfits I still really like but I would try more with hairstyle
and makeup.

Seeing the influence of Japanese fashion magazines?

A friend and I made our own photoshooting!

That was a funny day - haha. xD

2012 - ... it goes on and on with streetstyle combinations & co

 ...

That's an outfit I never wore but only for the picture.
I still wonder why.

  

2013 - ... since I know that I love girly or ladylike fashion
I'm absolutely into this.

My wardrobe filled itself with dresses, skirts, etc.

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So only since the end of last year I really thought about the gyaru lifestyle.

I love doing my nails if I have holidays (I'm not allowed to wear coloured nails at work).
I love doing my hair (although I lack a lot in that but it gets better!)
I love doing my makeup every morning so I can start the day cheerfully!
I love shopping!
I love meeting my friends and talking about gal things.

I just love being a gal in every way!

(In earlier days I wished to be a boy because they have it easier... that was my thought but now I'm happy to be a gal and to have the chance to express myself with makeup, fashion, etc.)

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Therefore I have to mention my dear friend Nadine - if it wasn't for her I would never have made up my mind about clothes and makeup so much at first.

She really showed me in a subtile way that it's so fun to go shopping and doll up yourself.
I always love her makeup and her stylings and it's great to spend time together (even if it's 300km away).
Since 2006 we're friends and this should never ends!

She also showed me the first purikura machine. ♥
(Back when in Hamburg in the OCS store and that was another start for wanting more and more to live in a happy and cheerful way.)

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By wearing "gyaru" it's not only clothes, lashes or circle lenses for me.
I can't wear lenses and I wouldn't - still I love them!

Wearing "gyaru" has also got the part of "being".
If I am myself, confident and straight-forward I can feel it.

It makes one strong.
Believe in myself and do what I like as long as I obey the general rules of behaviour is okay.
But that's another topic I will discuss -- I guess Day 5 of this meme.

But of course I want to improve in styling and fashion - just in my pace and my way of styling. ♥

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Gyaru meme

Day 01 – When did you start dressing gyaru?

Day 02 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts  

Day 03 – What’s your best and worst experience with non-gyarus?

Day 04 - A picture of a memorable night

Day 05 – What do you love and dislike about gyaru?

Day 06 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 07 – Your favourite accessories that you own. (a.p)

Day 08 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 09 – Your wish list. (a.p)

Day 10 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 11 – If you could have any dress for free what would it be? (a.p)

Day 12 - A picture of someone who has made a huge impact on your life.

Day 13 – Name the best websites for gyarus.

Day 14 - A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 15 – What’s your gyaru inspiration? (a.p)

Day 16 - A picture of your typical night.

Day 17 – Show a photo for every year (or month if you’re new) that you’ve being into gyaru.

Day 18 - A picture of your favorite memory.

Day 19 – Share your best tips.

Day 20 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 21 – How did you come across gyaru?

Day 22 – Take a picture of your wardrobe.

Day 23 – Is there local gyarus in your area? If so where and how many.

Day 24 – Are you a lifestyle gyaru? (If not will would you?)

Day 25 – Worst hair/wig experience.

Day 26 – What do you wear when you are not in gyaru?

Day 27 – Did you ever consider leaving gyaru?

Day 28 – What do you think will and would like to happen to gyaru in the future?

Day 29 – The gyaru items you have brought over the past 29 days. (a.p)

Day 30 – Take a beautiful picture of you in gyaru

Thank God it's... SALE!

Hey Gals!

It's already been two weeks of the new year. ^^
So, did you keep your new year's resolutions so far?
In my case, I really try to. ^^

I've been studying since Monday and make slowly progress.
There are only three weeks left until oral midterm exam but I will keep doing my best!
I've been enjoying life since the first week much more than the last three months of 2013.
I finally can take part in my cute dancegroup again! 
I really missed the girls!!

On Sunday there will be my second training and we will continue working on mblaq's "Y".
I even had the motivation to learn another very cute song?
Please look up "Shy Boy" by Secret. ♥

Afterwards I will say Goodbye to a good friend who will move with her husband and child to a far way city.
That's a bit sad but I'm happy that I can see her once more before moving! :)

So finally the part what the headline is talking about:

Today I met Yosi after work - we haven't seen each other for a long time, now!
We met up at Neo Tokyo because we wanted to look for new manga / magazines.
I'm still waiting for the February Popteen issue...
The January one was fine, too, but it's somehow weird to buy a "Christmas mag" after Christmas...?

In the end I finally couldn't resist buying "Earl & Fairy".

I'm not really into fantasy mix genres but I just love the style of the mangaka and I just love the Victorian Britain! ♥
It was a hard battle, resisting for almost half a year but now I really had no chance but buying it!

Then we left for heading to Zoologischer Garten.
I needed some loose longsleeve shirt for dancing.

My feeling told me that I should go to Forever 21 - and gotcha!!
I didn't only find a nice shirt but a cool pullover for 8€ in sale in first place and some cute & shiny eyelashes.

The dancing shirt was pure luck - the only one left was on one of the mannequins.
Happy! ♥

Finished short shopping we went to Ishin Tey - I just love the cuisine there.

The prices are moderate and so we had a very chilly time there!
We both eat yakitori cey-ro and had yummy gencha!

I was very happy talking with her about a lot of things and we had a great time! ♥

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Oh... and I finally made it - I plugged in all my earrings... haha... what a mess!

But it's nice to have them all in one place and somehow there's a pattern in it.
During work I just wear simple ones. ^^;

Tryout: Lana del Rey makeup

Hello Gals! (>o<)

Already a new entry - but I just have to since work started again and it's nearly weekend! ^^

Do you have any plans yet?

I really want to get the February issue of Popteen but I guess we have to wait a little longer here in Berlin until Tokyopop gets the order from Japan. (T_T)

I'm really looking forward since it's another cover with Ayu and an interview with her.

She looks so beautiful !! ♥

(Yeah, I'm a Ayu-Fan! And also Amuro Namie! I guess, I will write an entry about them soon)

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Yesterday I wrote about the fact that losing some weight wouldn't be so bad...

I tried to be courageous and stand on the weighing scale.

I thought it was a wrong result but in fact I finally made it under 70kg! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*･

Yeah, it was just 100g but for real - I was so convinced that I'm NEVER BE ABLE to get there) - I was so happy! 

The fact that I couldn't eat chocolate for a few days was really helpful!
Haha! ♥

Now it would be nice to lose 2 more kilos but I'm too lazy and I love sweets too much. Haha.
But let's see.

I would like to think that nothing's impossible! ♥

(I'm not a weight junkie - really, I've never been! But it's such a great feeling because I'm feeling better than okay! ^^)

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Well and as I said, I want to enjoy life more this year...

So this evening I just decided to so something with makeup.
I'm also one of those Lana del Rey lovers - especially the good old 60s style.

But because I wasn't too courageous to did a very dark eye shadowing I tried a lighter version.
Nevertheless I see the difference from my daily makeup, now I just have to improve. ^^

I will try another version next time with lashes and more contrast. ♥

I also first contoured my nose but I still have to found the right shape so it doesn't looks bigger as it already is (haha).I also need the right colour - right now I just mixed two eye shadows.

Sorry for the bad quality of photos...

I tried my best with the camera but had to edit a lot by photoshop.
In real it definitely looks better. (._.)

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I also wanted to do a fast hair up-tieing, because my hair was just too flattering after washing and drying. （￣へ￣）

Here I just grap my hairclip, whirl the hair around and put a ribbon inside et voilà!

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Ah, now I know.

Maybe I should take a look at Forever21?

It has been a while since I've been there!

♥

Byebye!

A Happy New Year! ♥

Hey Gals!! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

I hope you had a great time yesterday and that the new year started good for you!!

In my case I went to a friend to celebrate New Year's Eve! (*‿*)
We just thought of spending a nice and relaxing evening together.
But still I liked to wear a nice dress since it's a special occasion. ♥

So that's my outfit for the day - and because it was a bit cool outside another one with a warm sweater on the right side.

I couldn't decide what to do with my hair, so I just did two waved pigtails.
I've loosen the sides a bit because it looked too firm in the outfit pictures.  (￣▽￣)

 

Hot point were pearls - a few on the dress, earrings and bracelet
(two of four I used for hair tie |D)

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After some trouble with a really annoying teenie girl in the subway and arriving at my friend's home, we first drank some tea and chatted. 

When I warmed up again we decided to try out "Just Dance 4" - you know, that's a famous dancing game.

I really love such games but I only tried out JD at the IFA. ♥
I noticed I really didn't dance for a long time - I run out of air.
But it was so fun! o(≧▽≦)o

80's songs and new R'n'B songs - and a very cute one by Selena Gomez (Love you like a love song).
Watching the recorded clips afterwards was just hilarious.

I wish there would be songs by Amuro Namie! ♥

Good old 80's song by Rick Astley - haha.

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Having a great time with dancing and playing we got so hungry that we started the raclette.


That's a pretty cool invention! (๑>◡<๑)

Not only that you can eat very chilled and haven't got the stress of cooking, it's also low with fat and you can combine so many things!

I haven't used a raclette before, so it was totally new for me.

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We wanted to watch the "Hunger Games" afterwards but end up with talking again and then we had the idea to play some music by guitar and keyboard.

It was fun and the songs of Taylor Swift are often catchy and easy to play.^^

A few minutes before midnight we switched on the TV to have a countdown.

♥ A happy new year!! ♥

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The night ended with the very cute Cinderella musical by MoMusu. ♥

I'm looking forward to the next parts since it was so long and I was too tired to watch the whole musical!

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Right now I just had some cookies & cake with my mother and now I watch the Johnny's countdown!

It was said that Kanjani8 won't participate in it... (_ _)

No surprise because of their concerts but that would still be a pity!

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So any New Year's resolutions, Gals? ＼(^▽^＠)ノ

I think pretty hard about it and finally want to write them down (Sorry, it's a long issue!) :

*~ NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS 2014 ~*

1. Stay healthy

2. Enjoy life

3. Keep my real friends

4. Studying probably
5. Drawing intensively
6. Remembering the important things

1. Stay healthy

I have to keep a well going work-life-balance since work keeps up eating me!

I already do my best but I know I have to calm down more, once again and don't grumble about so many things.

I have to keep an eye on my stomach and because of that on my soul & mind.
No more stress.

It also includes doing sports probably - first step is rehabilitation sports, starting in January.
I will send the needed documents this week!

Oh, and I won't be sad about losing 2-3kg more kilos!  (￣▽￣)

2. Enjoy life

I didn't go to any concert, I didn't travel, I didn't date and I didn't go to any special events and rarely met with friends, I didn't bake.

Everything really thanks to my apprenticeship.

Drawing & Music kept me alive.

So I will enjoy life more from today on or go to special events!

I will try to go dancing once a month.
I will travel in April (for sure!)
I will meet my friends much more! (starting this Sunday, meet up with my former dance girls ♥)
I will have fun with fashion, make-up and would like to know a lot more about hairstyling!

3. Keep my real friends

In the last year I noticed that a lot of people changed or that there were only "lose friendships" - something I don't want to have.

I will keep to my real friends who support me.
I won't keep contact to people who are not worthy.
I also won't keep talking privately to people there I notice that I can't speak my mind.

4. Studying probably

I have oral midterm exam in February but I know that I can't study probably until then because my head is FULL with all the medical stuff. So it doesn't matter how it pass as long as I pass.

I definitely will restart in April for the last year and graduation exams in January 2015.
I also will try to give it another try to study Japanese a lot!!

Until April I would like to accomplish a lot of already known words, remembering kanji and get a better going in conversation!

5. Drawing intensively

2013 was a very good year for me regarding drawing.

I finished a competition comic, took part as an artist at a comic convention and my on going story gets slowly more and more readers.

I want to become a better artist!
I want to improve my skills especially in backgrounds and hands and I want to learn how to colorate water since that's one of my biggest landscape-weaknesses!

This year I want to take part in the animaco artist section, too, and I want to draw a good comic for the connichi competition!

6. Remembering the important things

During the last year I really thought a lot and I got a clue about the things that are really important, things and people I can't live without.

I will try to keep them in mind on and on and on.

Sometimes there are hard times, so they can help to overcome them, right?

♥ Your family are the people who still love you although they've known them for more than 25 years now. You can trust them and count on them.

♥ It doesn't matter what other people think of you. Walk as if you've never known how you look like.

♥ People change the whole time. Even if they say they would do anything for you, they don't have to show it if it's necessary. Don't expect too much.

♥ Know your limits and react - you only have one life and one body!

♥ Breathe. Don't be crass.

♥ Keep dreaming.

Things, I definitely want to do:

1. Having great holidays in April!!

2. Visiting Dresden, Hamburg, Düsseldorf and Weimar this year

3. Spending New Year's Eve somewhere else

4. Going to a thermal bath

5. Going to Hamburger Dom

6. Having a photo shooting as Franziska von Karma

7. Meet new people (Since when did I become so shy?)

8. Having a great birthday this year!

9. Buying a very cute Ank Rouge / Liz Lisa dress !

Thanks for the one's who support me!